INFORMATION
Someone speaks softly through the horror and pain:
'Love has gone, but it could come again.'
Spring arrives quietly, warming her skin
Her heart, now red, is beating again
- Hannah Fury, 'Someone Speaks Softly'
Not a writer but a professional student. Instead I can be the jaded passer-by that caught a glimpse of a fling
or a fatal mistake, a murder in the back alley, and I keep it all to myself so I don't lose any of it during the spilling from heart to paper on an unimaginary dark night. I write opinions, facts, emotions and other satisfied sentences that are the offspring of my imagination and external influences. And I do not need your validation to live, for the record.
CONTACT
FS/augustkills
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LJ/snipethedoctor
WP/electricsleeves
CREDITS
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Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
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My friend, the poet.
Written on: Friday, January 8, 2010 Time: 11:39 PM
The glass stained windows in scorching sun. Would they melt petrified bark out there. It stands still To Yesterday. Far out a bit of dead wood stabs the sand fastened to the cracked earth. She lingers, I linger.
She threw her head and laughed. Of bitterest humour, floating strings of cheap black wig When I frowned, making sense of her inane gestures Why in my house, this clashes with the furniture.
Making notes sounds, scratching the paper A long-nailed finger, dried and bones Witch, out of the gloom. Glided stirring hair Her face is translucent against the black rock
A new work scrawls lines. Before long the sun has disappeared Flashing streaks surrounds the darkest day. World whirling Witch fearing thunder, lashing rain. Her face transmutes into a thing Repulsion resembles a mask of gory death
I sought to understand. As she splinters into sawdust back to ground. The language of her heart wreathed. Heaven cracks. The claws, his voice, a keyhole of death. Picking the lock a blind woman I have no part in this game.
She snatches the paper from my hands, hers are peeling cardboard. Her flesh clings weakly to the bone than remain, seek deeper than What I could know. A little than ghouls in a grave. Her eyes has the flame that scorched her curtains.
Her heart is dysfunctional, broken gears and falling teeth. Loose chains. She cannot find. She thinks she has the key, that feeble frame For certain has vanished, biding her time till tomorrow The door has been shut. She went to the beasts.
Tell me how you manage to write the beautiful and tragic.Labels: * poetry, writings
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My friend, the poet.
Written on: Friday, January 8, 2010 Time: 11:39 PM
The glass stained windows in scorching sun. Would they melt petrified bark out there. It stands still To Yesterday. Far out a bit of dead wood stabs the sand fastened to the cracked earth. She lingers, I linger.
She threw her head and laughed. Of bitterest humour, floating strings of cheap black wig When I frowned, making sense of her inane gestures Why in my house, this clashes with the furniture.
Making notes sounds, scratching the paper A long-nailed finger, dried and bones Witch, out of the gloom. Glided stirring hair Her face is translucent against the black rock
A new work scrawls lines. Before long the sun has disappeared Flashing streaks surrounds the darkest day. World whirling Witch fearing thunder, lashing rain. Her face transmutes into a thing Repulsion resembles a mask of gory death
I sought to understand. As she splinters into sawdust back to ground. The language of her heart wreathed. Heaven cracks. The claws, his voice, a keyhole of death. Picking the lock a blind woman I have no part in this game.
She snatches the paper from my hands, hers are peeling cardboard. Her flesh clings weakly to the bone than remain, seek deeper than What I could know. A little than ghouls in a grave. Her eyes has the flame that scorched her curtains.
Her heart is dysfunctional, broken gears and falling teeth. Loose chains. She cannot find. She thinks she has the key, that feeble frame For certain has vanished, biding her time till tomorrow The door has been shut. She went to the beasts.
Tell me how you manage to write the beautiful and tragic.Labels: * poetry, writings
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ABOUT ME
Charmaine/Emmy: FCPS, RSS, ___. Satire buff. Anglophile, pedagogue, nefarious grammarian-in-training and hedonistic pedant. Dreams of a pathologist office smelling of soap, disinfectant and disease. (Who forgets autopsies?) I'm a student and satisfied with it, and I'm not eligible to be a writer. Writers are sensitive, creative and they think out of the box but I'm more of a structured person. Then again everyone writes so writers are an exclusive category for published geniuses that do not include me. I like the glories of academia, medicine, reading books, dreaming and writing. I'm that sort of person who would rather party than study, whom one would make happier giving a medical journal/national geographic mag issue than, say, a fashion magazine. (I do read fashion mags when they come to me, but they aren't a necessity.) I'm boring/intriguing like that.
I am a step to University at the moment and I'm treading carefully in case I slip. I'm uncertain if I'll ever find a husband but that doesn't bother me much. This blog collects all my satisfactory writings.
Notes on writings
I don't usually curse, if at all, but at times for a piece of writing to be plausible certain undesirable elements have to be inserted to add reality to it. We all have seen our share of crude characters and for this, it would just be me writing about one. It's a little like writing about lust; written about, divulged, but never encouraged. To put this plainly: if it carries to reality, it is wrong. But since it isn't
technically reality, in my perspective it isn't.
I support pairings and I understand the norm do not. However I see no necessity to apologise for my head.
'You can't cut my heart into sections'
More books, more shelves. Christianity, which in my perspective hinges less on modern-day hocus-pocus than the immutable truth. My Chemical Romance. Pathology. German tank models. Sherlock Holmes & Dr. Watson. Vienna Teng. Heath Ledger. The Third Reich. Bubble Tea.
Wishlist:
National/Victoria JC
Cambridge University
MCR album (2010)
A spiral-bound, shorthand notebook
Grimm's Last Fairytale (Haydn Middleton)
The Asylum For Wayward Victorian Girls (Emilie Autumn)
Young Adolf (Beryl Bainbridge)
Suspended Animation: Six Essays on the Preservation of Bodily Parts (F. Gonzalez-Crussi)
A Not Entirely Benign Procedure: Four Years As A Medical Student (Perri Klass)
Fry and Laurie 4 (Stephen Fry)
Mein Kampf (Adolf Hitler)
Emilie Autumn's The Opheliac Companion CD
Hannah Fury's The Thing That Feels CD
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NETWORK
I'm not too fond of alphebetical ordering.
Watson's Woes
Huddy Daily
SCHOOL:
Pearly
Ming Xuan
Cherie
RS choir
Marilyn
Mdm Haslinda
Keen Hoe
Arini
Sherilyn
Peishwen
Jasmine
Cheryl
Si Ying
Wei Loke
Liting
Sarah
Shi Mei
Michelle
Rui Xian
sadlydotcom
Derrick
Joey
Cynthia
June
James
Wendy
Vinus
Shi Yun
Yi Hui
COMRADES:
Jacy
JCOC:
Victoria
Canida
Sean
Medalene
Kareen
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ARCHIVE
January 2010
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