INFORMATION
Someone speaks softly through the horror and pain:
'Love has gone, but it could come again.'
Spring arrives quietly, warming her skin
Her heart, now red, is beating again
- Hannah Fury, 'Someone Speaks Softly'
Not a writer but a professional student. Instead I can be the jaded passer-by that caught a glimpse of a fling
or a fatal mistake, a murder in the back alley, and I keep it all to myself so I don't lose any of it during the spilling from heart to paper on an unimaginary dark night. I write opinions, facts, emotions and other satisfied sentences that are the offspring of my imagination and external influences. And I do not need your validation to live, for the record.
CONTACT
FS/augustkills
FP/thepapercult
LJ/snipethedoctor
WP/electricsleeves
CREDITS
Icon: DW/tablesaw
Layout: tuesdaynight
Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
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Musing Sweeney Todd.
Written on: Friday, January 8, 2010 Time: 11:33 PM
Dated: 23 Feb 2009 'Tis hard to wonder at the true destination of one's embarkation (if indeed, it may be called as such) if one fails to pay attention from the start.
I have been reading Sweeney Todd (otherwise known as String of Pearls: A Romance); since the time I gave up three pages into the novel (?), which was months before, I chanced upon it again two weeks ago at the same spot in the Library. It is a remarkable story; though I doubt I would like the character if the original version was used in the musical (starring Johnny Depp, remember?). The real Sweeney is one mecenary like no other, but above all I still hold fast that greed is a flimsy excuse for gruesome murder.
How does one plot schemes for mere shillings, I wonder? If passion never grips him, if the thought of an epilogue of a single life ending in bloody floors doesn't make him heady (even if he's it's most accomplished director) it's a pity to have him around.
I have an urge to lead the rest of my life with a melancholy air, immersed in the admirable works of Edgar Allan Poe, Sylvia Plath or Penny Dreadfuls and basically leading a rudimentary existence steeped in mystery, horror and ghastly sights, but I fear surely I shall go mad myself.
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Musing Sweeney Todd.
Written on: Friday, January 8, 2010 Time: 11:33 PM
Dated: 23 Feb 2009 'Tis hard to wonder at the true destination of one's embarkation (if indeed, it may be called as such) if one fails to pay attention from the start.
I have been reading Sweeney Todd (otherwise known as String of Pearls: A Romance); since the time I gave up three pages into the novel (?), which was months before, I chanced upon it again two weeks ago at the same spot in the Library. It is a remarkable story; though I doubt I would like the character if the original version was used in the musical (starring Johnny Depp, remember?). The real Sweeney is one mecenary like no other, but above all I still hold fast that greed is a flimsy excuse for gruesome murder.
How does one plot schemes for mere shillings, I wonder? If passion never grips him, if the thought of an epilogue of a single life ending in bloody floors doesn't make him heady (even if he's it's most accomplished director) it's a pity to have him around.
I have an urge to lead the rest of my life with a melancholy air, immersed in the admirable works of Edgar Allan Poe, Sylvia Plath or Penny Dreadfuls and basically leading a rudimentary existence steeped in mystery, horror and ghastly sights, but I fear surely I shall go mad myself.
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ABOUT ME
Charmaine/Emmy: FCPS, RSS, ___. Satire buff. Anglophile, pedagogue, nefarious grammarian-in-training and hedonistic pedant. Dreams of a pathologist office smelling of soap, disinfectant and disease. (Who forgets autopsies?) I'm a student and satisfied with it, and I'm not eligible to be a writer. Writers are sensitive, creative and they think out of the box but I'm more of a structured person. Then again everyone writes so writers are an exclusive category for published geniuses that do not include me. I like the glories of academia, medicine, reading books, dreaming and writing. I'm that sort of person who would rather party than study, whom one would make happier giving a medical journal/national geographic mag issue than, say, a fashion magazine. (I do read fashion mags when they come to me, but they aren't a necessity.) I'm boring/intriguing like that.
I am a step to University at the moment and I'm treading carefully in case I slip. I'm uncertain if I'll ever find a husband but that doesn't bother me much. This blog collects all my satisfactory writings.
Notes on writings
I don't usually curse, if at all, but at times for a piece of writing to be plausible certain undesirable elements have to be inserted to add reality to it. We all have seen our share of crude characters and for this, it would just be me writing about one. It's a little like writing about lust; written about, divulged, but never encouraged. To put this plainly: if it carries to reality, it is wrong. But since it isn't
technically reality, in my perspective it isn't.
I support pairings and I understand the norm do not. However I see no necessity to apologise for my head.
'You can't cut my heart into sections'
More books, more shelves. Christianity, which in my perspective hinges less on modern-day hocus-pocus than the immutable truth. My Chemical Romance. Pathology. German tank models. Sherlock Holmes & Dr. Watson. Vienna Teng. Heath Ledger. The Third Reich. Bubble Tea.
Wishlist:
National/Victoria JC
Cambridge University
MCR album (2010)
A spiral-bound, shorthand notebook
Grimm's Last Fairytale (Haydn Middleton)
The Asylum For Wayward Victorian Girls (Emilie Autumn)
Young Adolf (Beryl Bainbridge)
Suspended Animation: Six Essays on the Preservation of Bodily Parts (F. Gonzalez-Crussi)
A Not Entirely Benign Procedure: Four Years As A Medical Student (Perri Klass)
Fry and Laurie 4 (Stephen Fry)
Mein Kampf (Adolf Hitler)
Emilie Autumn's The Opheliac Companion CD
Hannah Fury's The Thing That Feels CD
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NETWORK
I'm not too fond of alphebetical ordering.
Watson's Woes
Huddy Daily
SCHOOL:
Pearly
Ming Xuan
Cherie
RS choir
Marilyn
Mdm Haslinda
Keen Hoe
Arini
Sherilyn
Peishwen
Jasmine
Cheryl
Si Ying
Wei Loke
Liting
Sarah
Shi Mei
Michelle
Rui Xian
sadlydotcom
Derrick
Joey
Cynthia
June
James
Wendy
Vinus
Shi Yun
Yi Hui
COMRADES:
Jacy
JCOC:
Victoria
Canida
Sean
Medalene
Kareen
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ARCHIVE
January 2010
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